Im a TransMale and I am on the waiting list for Tavistock in London but it's getting harder and harder to deal with the body I'm in, I've had to take down all the mirrors in my room as I cry when I look at myself..I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, I go cahms but they do not help me (I've been there for two years) I have major trust issues and therefore isolate myself from others.. also I had recently got out of hospital after a rough time (2nd time in a month) and have been moved foster placements as the lady didn't want me there anymore, I honestly don't know what to do with myself all I keep doing is relapsing and screwing up... Also cahms is putting me on medication.. I'm scared that at my next placement my keyworkers will hate me because of my issues...