So I’ve been self-harming for over 2 years and nothing’s getting any better ever, this year schools been hell. And my paranoia is another thing, I’m constantly thinking people talking about me after what’s happened the past few weeks and I self harm really really badly and I want to admit my self to somewhere but if I tried to talk to my mum about it all she would say is that I’ll be fine when I know I won’t, I mean all I feel is worthless, every night my thoughts get stronger and stronger telling me to permanently and sometimes I actually get the pills and think about it but every time I’ve put them back butnoately it’s been taking me longer to put them back, and lately I’m on the verge of doing stupid but I just want to see if anyone on here could help I mean my depressions being hell, the only thing that helps is music, please, someone help me, my heads messed up because of society