hey im mariah to be honest i havent done this before ,but im going to try it im 16 years old and i have a problem i selfharm. i started in 5th grade and my mom never found out till i turned 15 i mean it was hard i went through depresion alot and my mom never found out.my mom still dosent know what i go through everyday with the bullying and pain i have to stress out about school and all the pain i go through just at school alone. its hard to say im beautiful when in reality im not i have a very low selfesteem and looking at myself in the mirror is hard. the way i deal with this is by writing poems or songs but none are happy songs . its hard to smile when your friends already know somethings wrong i try so hard to hide the pain and regret behind thst fake smile everyday.i guess its just hard.